Morning,
Marshall."
"Morning,
doc."
"So we're
discharging you today, how are you feeling?"
"Anxious."
"Anxiety?"
"Well,
anxious to get home, anxious to get back into the world. Nervous." "Nervous?
C'mon, Marshall, you're a big boy now. Sounding like a bit of a baby, you can
do this. You found a sponsor yet?"
"Um, not yet. I mean, but when I get back"
"Um, not yet. I mean, but when I get back"
"Well, if
you find one, you find one. If you don't, you don't."
"Well,
yeah, I mean I godda start going to meetings first and... Wait, what?"
"Well, you don't absolutely have to go to meetings and it's not like like
a requirement that they fit into your schedule, we know you're a busy
person."
"But I thought sobriety was the most important thing?"
"So what else are you thinking?"
"Um, well, I know I godda start practising the steps, and I mean learning them, and start being able to apply them."
"But I thought sobriety was the most important thing?"
"So what else are you thinking?"
"Um, well, I know I godda start practising the steps, and I mean learning them, and start being able to apply them."
"Steps?"
"Yeah, steps."
"Yeah, steps."
"There's a
lot of them, aren't there?
"Well,
twelve."
"Christ, I don't even know them all."
"Christ, I don't even know them all."
"Really?"
"Anything else?"
"Anything else?"
"Um, well,
I mean the only other question I have was like, what do I do if I find myself
in a situation where maybe somebody is drinking around me or something like
that and I get tempted to?"
"Take a drink."
"Take a drink."
"What?"
"Take a
drink and you know, take the edge off."
"Take the edge off? Man, if I ever take a drink I already know what that's gonna lead me to."
"Take the edge off? Man, if I ever take a drink I already know what that's gonna lead me to."
"What, you
mean these?" [shakes pills]
"Man, what the fuck! ?"
"Man, what the fuck! ?"
"Marshall,
what's the matter, darling? Having some doubts already? Marshall, you can't
leave me, you'll never leave me, Marshall. We'll always be together, Marshall.
Marshall... ? Marshall! ?
"No, no,
no, no, no!"
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